Wednesday, September 7
i've stopped feeling productive. arghh. there's so much work i didn't know about! 3 lit essays? seriously? econs homework.. a lot! not counting the one i have to redo. sourcebased. argh. i feel like such a slacker. and the vcd i borrowed last week is now overdue. fantastic. i was feeling pretty grouchy today.. but my mood improved when i left the house. i'm starting to wonder if there's something wrong with my house. i'm most depressed in it. staring at my fingers as i type.. i like my nails short and neat when they're unpainted. especially if i have no time to buff or do anything. i wonder if i'll ever take the effort to look presentable again. i don't even comb my hair much these days. oh well.
vank's gone. i guess she didn't get my last-minute sms. i guess it was a bit too late. but still, all the best.. i know you won't see this til you get back.. but you know i love you.
eating a cold ham sandwich. for some reason, the term 'salami tactics' comes to mind. eating it layer by layer.. digestion occuring slowly. i realise i've lost almost all the science knowledge i ever had. let's see. amylase to convert starch to maltose. maltase to convert maltose to glucose. protease to convert protein to polypetides. lipase to convert fats to glycerol and fatty acids. is this even correct? there are days when i wish i'd continued learning science.. because forgetting is one of the saddest words in the world.
it must've been love.
9:14 pm
xoxo
